what are people thinking?

Let me just say that i work with some interesting people. I wouldn't say that i have "true friends" at work but it amazes how people pose in the work force to act as if they are someone they are not. If you are a christian, people treat you so much differently. I try to make it evident throughout my job, that I am a christian. Of course this a struggle with every christian, because it is so easy to "go with the flow". It is respectful to hold your tongue and not use slain words when Godly people are around. BUT, what if a christian says something that isn't classified as proper? The other day I was in the office and i was having problems with my computer. I let a word slip. It wasn't bad, I mean rivers and lakes have dams... you catch the drift.. Right when i said that, people looked at me like.. ohhh did churchy boy just say that. Those words have nothing to do with someones personal relationship with Jesus. YES, bad looks were given to me. Yet, I'am a huge sinner, as well as everyone else in this world. But people make mistakes but, should not be judged upon that. Maybe I should watch what i say, but unbelievers should know that christians are not perfect and will make mistakes.

whats going on in my life..

At the moment, many things are going on in my life. I have always knew that God is big... but wow God is HUGE! as a child i have always remembered my mother telling me that God "will never put too much that you can't handle".. oh how those words stuck with me. A few months ago i have went through a stage in my life that i thought that i could never recover from. Feeling as if... where to go from here? Basically i found myself praying everynight asking God for his guidance. All i have to say is wow; just as if i thought that things were not going to get better... i proved myself wrong. As of now i see that i was in a situation that God brought me up from to make me focus on him more and see his glory in everyday life. I see that i have the best friends, and family that i could ever ask for. I am truly blessed! Now if i can maintain my life according to his way i will be set. That is basically my everyday prayer.