oh today was a good day...

Today was a great day, just to sum that up! I went to work and got a lot completed.. i was siked about that.. but, then i went to lunch with my mom and basically told her that i was tired of Moody. Ever since high school i saw all my friends going off to school and starting their new lives and all... and that made me think.. could i do this? During high school that was totally out of the question, i did not even care about anything but graduating. But now i see that i want the big school experience.. When i go to class, i see 5 or 6 other people around me and it just feels like im not even in class.. Yet, i make good grades and actually try to obtain a good name for myself. BUT that just isnt enough with me.. i want far more.. U wouldnt call it selfishness, i would call it wanting what everyone has at my age.. Back to the lunch conversation; it was said how i feel and i wanted to try something new.. so i just brushed it off... Well turns out that my good buddy Ron Smith gave me a call shortly after and said there was a spot in his house located in tuscaloosa.. I was pumped when he told me about all this because i need a new start for the whole college thing. He said that he could get me a job with a mutual friend's dad and all. This all sounds like a dream come true, i want to live there and i would probally go to shelton state to start off, but wow, i dont have that kind of money.. i have many many bills that overwhelm me.. can i make it out on my own? Well i really hope to and i want that more than anything. problem is that i pay for my own school and its soo expensive.. Well i think that im going to talk to the parents tomorrow and see how i can make it if i can.. it is looking like i could if i can find a great job that can pay my bills and such.. But hey, im 22 and i have a dream and thats a fresh start into the whole college scene. Im going to keep praying that God will lead me into the right direction and make everything possible. This is something that i have wanted for a long time, to move off and go to a school and transfere to a university of my choice... oh yeah bama baby, thats how we roll. But if i can get that money issue solved i will be set!. So whomever reads this please pray that God puts me in the right direction and makes my dreams possible. I am totally aware that he is control and is the only way to make it possible. So prayers are needed and are greatly apprecatied. This is something that i want soo bad and the exciting feeling is the thought that it can be possible... thanks for the prayers! more info to come, till then..... hair in a biscuit!